Some days I sit at home and loathe in self pity. Other days I step up to my faults and mistakes and ignore everything that they're supposed to stand for. I don't want to think about what might have been, what could have been; it is not, and never will be. I wish everyday I had that rejuvenating feeling of me finally understanding, coming to terms. Unfortunately I cannot promise myself that everlasting feeling of completion and acceptance. Some days are simply better than others.
I am happy to be me, happy that I've learned all of the things that life has chosen to teach me. I am happy that overall I have a very positive outlook on life and what it has to offer. I am happy, In general, but I often wonder 'Could I be happier?'. I'm sure I could be, and I'm sure one day I will be.
I need experience and real life decisions to help me become the person I aspire to be.
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