We're Human.

"Humans are tragic creatures, having the ability to think and realize
but never to use it in time to understand the true meaning of it all.
To always run after the wrong things, to always regret when it is too late.
life was never about the material, never about what you posses
physically, its about experiencing every moment to the fullest, thinking
about the now, about what you feel and not about whats to come.
We tend to think that the future will fail if we over look it and focus on the present, but sadly when we understand that it is the present that actually leads to the future, it seems to be too late and that is why we are so tragic.
In our nature, sometimes it seems that we only come to
this world to regret what we didn't or did do in our past. When you
read this don't take it lightly, think about your life right now and
don't give up on those emotions, on those feelings and moments that make you who you are.
Fight the tragic nature of humanity and try not to regret"

Who is who.

I've spent a lot of time thinking about the things that bother me about a person. I've taken the time to understand what it is that I don't want to see in a person and the qualities that cloud my vision and turn me in a different direction. However, I don't think I've really taken the time to sit down and explain to myself what I do value in someone; what I really enjoy seeing in someone.
Although I am not entirely to blame for some mishaps in my life, I do hold partial responsibility. I haven't been clear with myself, and I haven't been honest to myself when it comes to the things that are the most important. I always take the person who hurt me the most and relate them to the person I am presently with. A downside to comparing those two people is that I am also comparing them to the person or people who have made me feel the happiest. It is not a competition and I know that everyone is different. That being said, I still sometimes have a hard time accepting and understanding others different outlooks and unconventional actions.

I am not at all embarrassed to admit that I don't always see the best in people. I know that sometimes I over judge and make assumptions, and I don't want to be that person. I want to be someone that accepts everyone for who they are, what they value and whatever little interesting trait they hold that i'd usually be unsure of.

The Most Important.

In my opinion, one of the most important parts of understanding who you are, is understanding who you were and coming to terms with the things that you have done. I've had numerous days where I sit and wonder how I've been in the situations I've been in, and how those situations have gotten me to where I am today. I wonder how at one point I was at an ultimate high, and at another point not long before that I was at my all time low. It is fair to assume that I have chosen my own destiny, and I possibly contributed to my own emotional demise. However, if I had chosen that destiny myself, then what I choose next is going to blow my own mind.
It is important that we all figure out who we are while we still have the time. In time, it will make our lives much more memorable and rewarding.
I don't know who I am just yet, but I am doing everything that I can to figure it out.